CrookedSerpent [she/her]

Thinking about getting my first tattoo… I have had this idea for what I want for years now (a silly dark souls 2 message saying “Don’t give up, skeleton!” [The comma is important!!] below a skeleton resting against a wall with its mouth agape in a comical way, lol) but Im still afraid I’m gunna instantly regret it cuz it’s a stupid idea… XD

If you want to take E for 4 years and get zero boobs garrenteed, just be me :)

IKR! I never really do in-game romances cuz I mostly find them cringe, and in most character driven modern RPGs that means you just worn get the in depth content for the characters or build your relationships with them much at all, but the non romantic friendships (especially Karlach) just go so hard. Another reason why that game rocks.

Penits

We really do live in society…

I can only speak from the experiences of a binary trans women, which you very may well not be, but the only qualifier of what makes you trans is that you want to be, and what that even looks like depends entirely on the individual. Here’s the thing though, the ONLY way you can find out what that potential future looks like for you, and if you want it, is to live it, not just within your own mind but in broader society. You need to get out and show the world (however small a portion of this world as it takes for you, but it can’t just be yourself) the gender presentation that makes you feel the most like you. If you don’t know what that looks like, just try something anything other than what your doing, and yes, it will be scary, embarrassing, and emotional, you may not get it right the first time, I certainly didn’t, but doing this could be the most important thing you ever do, don’t let the opportunity to live the rest of your life as yourself slip away, you DESERVE it.

Getting back to weight training for the first time in 5 years. Just had an absolute DEMON leg workout and it felt amazing (pure suffering), my ass is NOT walking right tomorow. When i first started transitioning I was so terrified of even touching a weight becasue i wanted to pass so bad, despite being an advanced lifter who genuinley loved (and still do love) the proccess of resistance training; but a couple years living as a stealther, 3 ish years of HRT working its magic, and having bottom surgery has gotten my mental to a point where im confidant enough to go back to lifiting heavy and fighting my demons in the gym and it feels great. I was SHOCKED at how much weaker I was too, obviously, I knew that i would be weaker after years on HRT and out of the gym, but WOW I used to be able to pull 405 deadlifts at the same body weight I am now, but earlier today I was doing working sets with 135. I guess I dont have it in me (yet) to be the trans super althete all the right wingers told me i would become I’ll have to work on it, lol.

About to hit the nastiest clopen of all time. Got home at 11:30 pm, leaving the house now at 5:30 am the next day. Also my 9th day in a row working 😁

I’m so tired boss…

Bump"E"

Death to AmeriKKKa and all that, but damn, month/day is so much better than day/month ngl…

I have no idea what that show is, but I agree that “representation” like that, that erases the inevitable struggles that come with life as a trans person, feel so much worse than even no representation. It just shows that the creators either have zero concept of what it’s actually like to be trans, or they think the audience can’t handle the reality of our lives.

You know, I STILL look at my face in the mirror sometimes and see a “male face” (whatever that means[it’s meaningless]), despite being 100% stealth for the past 3 years. Your brain will cook you alive if you let it, but that has almost nothing to do with how the world around you perceives you. Give yourself the chance to let the world see you as you are, and sooner than you think, the world WILL see your truth, no matter how much you beat yourself up about it. <3

I read shirts as “shits” and was like “damn, that’s crazy” but didn’t even register that as somthing too werid to be posted in earnest…

Fuck this fucking country. ONE HOUR frequencies. An entire fucking hour!! In one of the biggest cities in the country!!! And guess what? My fucking bus didn’t show up, again. This happens at least once a month like clockwork, eating away at what little extra money I have to get an Uber. Amazing.

If you think that stuff is interesting, I cannot recommend the series “Remembrance of Earth’s Past” by Liu Cixin enough (if you haven’t read it already that is). It’s my favorite sifi of all time and it’s not even close (especially books 2 and 3) 💧

Please stop 😭 As much as I love this place and everyone here, I’ve seen some absolutely horrendous takes on books here…

Dudes… rock? :o