Jenniferrr [she/her, comrade/them]

I think being transgender has more to do with the gender you were assigned at birth, not self perception.

thank you sorry last night I was just like feeling shitty it’s all so much lol

I’m like 8 months in and I still never internally gender myself correctly. Very frustrating for me, why is this

Yeah it sucjs

Which part?

She does also live in our local gay neighborhood

That would be amazing

Idk just the vibe but who knows.

I got spontaneously gendered correctly at work yesterday (first time) by someone who actually knows me (not an accident) but only through work. Kinda bizarre, made me feel very weird conflicted feelings because I def have a crush on her but she reads as straight (maybe bi? Feels like cope) to me which means that my pipe dreams of making out with her are going up in smoke (there was always no chance)

I did plan for a bit, like at least a month

Thank you ❤️ It has to be a common thing right

Thank you, yeah I think it’s def imposter syndrome and like requestioning now that I have told so many people. Just makes me crazy

So far it’s just been honestly amazing to have a therapist who is also trans and NB. Like, we just have a mutual understanding and they see and accept me on a level that I haven’t gotten with cis therapists so far. If possible I HIGHLY recommend getting a trans therapist if possible, it makes such a big difference.

Yeah it’s like, I feel like they’re all on board and then I’m like… What if I’m tricking them? What if I’m secretly cis and I was lying to myself?? Ooohhhh idk lol

I have diagnosed OCD lol and I started talking with my (AMAZING) OCD therapist about this today actually

So I just came out to like a ton of family, and they are all taking it well which is very surprising to me.

Is it weird that I feel weird as hell? I’ve been thinking about this for like over a year and like, it’s done, and a part of me is scared that I’m actually not trans, that I’m cis, and that I will have to go back… It’s weird.

Like I’ve been doing this for a while now, really almost a year since I started socially transitioning.

8 months on E, I’ve never really felt better and like all my suicidal ideation issues are pretty much gone. I see myself for the most part. I am happy. Then why do I feel like I’m lying to myself? Why am I so scared that maybe I was all wrong? I don’t wanna end my transition. But like I am so so so scared I’ll be forced to for some reason… Idk this is a really confusing feeling

Nice same

Listen straight through. There’s so many amazing moments in this album

As an album, The Lone Deranger is fucking crazy and so so good.

I almost never shampoo. I just Cowash.

To do that I get the suave coconut conditioner. Get a ton of it and wash it through my hair and then brush. Then get it all out of my hair. My hair is pretty dry overall though

Oh yeah I’m still getting my hair wet basically every day. Just no wash. I shower every day