LocalOaf [they/them]

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Cake day: July 8th, 2024

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  • alcohol cessation/drugs/sobriety

    Kept up my alcohol sober streak, this is my first time being over a month dry this year nyet

    Being using kratom over the last week or two and it’s helped me a lot but I think I’m gonna try to take a couple days not taking any to avoid a tolerance build up or psychological dependence, it helps me with the booze cravings sometimes when I get stressed out but I can tell I have the propensity to find something that makes me feel better and overdo it

    Been really busy and working on a bunch of household maintenance type stuff that I’ve put off for awhile and gotten some important ones like a bathroom deep cleaning and washing bedding done lately but I haven’t slept well in awhile and am constantly running on fumes and fatigued and irritable

    Set some fitness goals for a target weight but haven’t been able to get my exercise in the last week and feel kinda crappy about that. Have been trying to eat better though and I’ve been working on reducing my snacking and have been trying to eat vegan more often (I’m mostly vegetarian but my home isn’t so meal planning and groceries can get tricky sometimes)

    I want to get back into playing music after a long hiatus, so I’m thinking of taking the money I’m not spending on booze anymore and putting it toward a new amp or a modeling interface or something and start practicing guitar more and set some goals of learning a certain number of songs a week and practice to the point of memorizing them and being able to play along to the recording in time cleanly but I’m sure I’ll be rusty and likely get frustrated with myself

    Also want to update my wardrobe but I hate shopping for clothes, so I might make a goal of rounding up stuff I don’t wear anymore and donating them to a thrift store to justify ordering shit I’ve wanted online instead of having to shop for clothes in person because I hate doing that and it exhausts me and makes me really uncomfortable

    Spending a lot of time taking care of my cats and it’s been incredibly rewarding and improved my mental health a lot

    catposting 💕🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛💕