Kept up my alcohol sober streak, this is my first time being over a month dry this year
Being using kratom over the last week or two and it’s helped me a lot but I think I’m gonna try to take a couple days not taking any to avoid a tolerance build up or psychological dependence, it helps me with the booze cravings sometimes when I get stressed out but I can tell I have the propensity to find something that makes me feel better and overdo it
Been really busy and working on a bunch of household maintenance type stuff that I’ve put off for awhile and gotten some important ones like a bathroom deep cleaning and washing bedding done lately but I haven’t slept well in awhile and am constantly running on fumes and fatigued and irritable
Set some fitness goals for a target weight but haven’t been able to get my exercise in the last week and feel kinda crappy about that. Have been trying to eat better though and I’ve been working on reducing my snacking and have been trying to eat vegan more often (I’m mostly vegetarian but my home isn’t so meal planning and groceries can get tricky sometimes)
I want to get back into playing music after a long hiatus, so I’m thinking of taking the money I’m not spending on booze anymore and putting it toward a new amp or a modeling interface or something and start practicing guitar more and set some goals of learning a certain number of songs a week and practice to the point of memorizing them and being able to play along to the recording in time cleanly but I’m sure I’ll be rusty and likely get frustrated with myself
Also want to update my wardrobe but I hate shopping for clothes, so I might make a goal of rounding up stuff I don’t wear anymore and donating them to a thrift store to justify ordering shit I’ve wanted online instead of having to shop for clothes in person because I hate doing that and it exhausts me and makes me really uncomfortable
Spending a lot of time taking care of my cats and it’s been incredibly rewarding and improved my mental health a lot
I’d like to be added too!
Incredibly stupid bit idea: transvestigator Phillie Phanatic misgendering Mr. and Mrs. Met
Same
Sliced an everything bagel and got upset at all the little seeds sticking to my fingers
'ate goop 'ate stuff stuck to me 'ands luv critters simple as
I’ve had to wash and refill the bird bath like a dozen times the last couple days because they keep washing their hands in it and getting it all dirty
I’m breaking stuff
Is it blissful?
It’s just one of those dreams
I want to dream
VERY fast raccoon moving at incredible hihg speed
I want New Bermuda 2: Newer Bermuda tbh
Black Brick is definitely their most TRVE KVLT Щ(ಥ益ಥ)щ track, it’d be really funny if that’s what they ended up winning an award for
I dunno if it’s getting sober or a stress thing or what but I physically cannot sleep in anymore and it’s exhausting
72 seasons? That’s too many seasons.
I like Deafheaven and BTBAM a lot but 2019 isn’t the year I’d give either of them their flowers for
Come to think of it I can’t remember any BTBAM after Future Sequence, maybe I should revisit the stuff that came after that
Have Metallica done something since Death Magnetic and the embarrassing Lou Reed (rip) collab? All I remember about Death Magnetic was people ripped the Guitar Hero versions of the tracks to put back together because the album master was brickwalled to shit lmao
too exhausted to retain anything of value from reading so I’m attempting to get to sleep before midnight which is rare for me
goodnight
Kittenposting (I know I do this a lot sry but look how can I not??)
Laundry? Done ✅
Dishes? Organized ✅
Brain? Real weird 🧠💥