Just agree to never talk about it again and go on as usual
Just agree to never talk about it again and go on as usual
I didn’t feel like it because I wasn’t 100% sure. Also my face already has somewhat feminine features, my biggest hurdle to passing were my height and my voice and HRT wouldn’t have helped with either of those.
I enjoyed presenting female while in full makeup and nice clothes, but idk how much of that was gender euphoria and how much it was just feeling pretty regardless of gender. I felt dysphoric when someone called me by my female name while I wasn’t dressed up (i never started HRT so my body was and is still 100% male).
If I could snap a finger and turn into a 5’8" cis girl I’d probably be closer to how I really feel, but the way I look at it is that I’m like 60-65% on the female side on the gender binary (idk if that’s the right terminology but you get the idea). Presenting female as a 6’3" AMAB person is just a ton of effort and since detransitioning I have 100% fewer people stare at me on the bus and yell at me in public.
I don’t regret it, I learned a lot about myself and gained new perspectives. My past self would probably need to experience it themselves, if only to quiet down the “What if…?” thoughts.
I lived as a transwoman from ~2020-2022 and then detransitioned out of my own volition. My family and friends were supportive, it just didn’t feel quite right. Living as a trans woman felt the same as a cis man, except it took a lot more effort to present female than male (especially since I’m quite tall), so I went back to being a cishet guy.
But I’d be lying if I said I’m 100% confident in my gender identity. I don’t think I’ll ever transition again, but maybe I’ll try drag at some point.
hate the government, not the people btw
I have done one (1) push-up every day this week. I am very out of shape and I figured if I try to do any more, I’ll end up doing nothing at all. So I try to do one proper one each day for now, just so that I’m doing anything at all.
Listen I try to be open-minded about this stuff but I’m worried that they’re gonna give my kids the wrong ideas, you know?