Wouldn’t say I smile more, but I do frown less.

I meant to reply to you

Edit: wait no I didn’t you’re right. Offer is up for you if you want it as well

I have two and a half weeks until I move and I’m off my ADHD meds and AHHHHHHHHHH

I’m very happy for you and your gender journey. I hope you’ll feel even more comfortable with your preferred look and be able to express who you are.

If you ever want to let me know and I can get you into contact with some people who are very knowledgeable and have expierence with it.

I just realized I’m about eight months on HRT. Woah. Time flies.

Never heard of the guy

I’ve been eating Velveeta and scrambled eggs. Could be worse. lol.

Thanks. Today is day four and there’s a lot of pain and swelling but I’m getting there.

I’m from Alabama, not Texas.

Got my wisdom teeth removed. Not the most pleasant thing in the world. On the bright side my STP packer came in the mail and it’s been euphoric to practice standing peeing. Still waiting for the harness to arrive.

A mouse ran over my feet over breakfast this morning 😬. Can’t state how anxious I am to leave here. Just one more month.

Am not transfemme but I have a bunch of luck with Underworks and they do sell women’s shapewear. Very good quality products.

I’m looking for some more stuff to post to c/ftm. You get extra brownie points if you find some transmasc resources. Note that this post allows for trans resources for any gender. This is a sub-request of a request.

It’s been a long week.

I don’t know the current mod of this community well enough to speak on that but I can most certainly tell you that Ada (the instance admin) is not actively trying to be hostile to anarchist and leftist politics.

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I’m proud of you for making this post Uni. I wish you all the best.

To everybody else, I and many other matrix regulars can vouch for her. She is legit.

Too relatable…

My parent is a hoarder too, though it’s not quite to the extent of yours. Mom’s gotten slightly better about it. She keeps the bulk of her stuff in two office buildings (six rooms total), the entirety of our old house, and the attic at my grandma’s house. It took years of throwing a hissy fit about how awful our house was and how I was embarrassed and ashamed to bring friends over (can relate to those one foot paths, always had to hop over piles of stuff to get to the bathroom) to actually get her to give away and move some stuff out. I get really triggered if I see a pile with a sheet covering it, gives me awful flashbacks. On the plus side, I can live in pretty much any condition because I grew up in such a rat’s nest.

She’d always minimize that shit. Called me spoiled, said that since we didn’t have a garage so the room in the middle of the house was like our garage (bullshit and who tf puts four year old bags of chocolate and piles of expired toiletries in their garage). Said that our house was so small and most people have more room for storage (the house isn’t small at all. Three bedrooms and plenty of space). The hoarder gaslighting and minimizing is real. Hell, the emotionally unhealthy parent gaslighting and minimizing is real.

I completely agree with you, Zorsith. It’s easy to have survivor’s guilt and feel bad about it and feel like you were making something out of nothing. But the problem is, retrospect can minimize things in one’s mind. Getting out and surviving can lead to “oh, well I’m here in one piece so it must have not been that bad” but it was that bad.

Thanks for the update post! I’m proud of you for getting this far.