Yea I also have this. Ties in with my impostor syndrome about this and I feel like I’m not actually feeling this and I’m just doing it to be part of a community or I’m faking it to manipulate people, that’s a me problem though lol
I struggle with this stuff cause I feel like I can’t even call myself genderqueer when I’m “masc presenting” (although I don’t think I am that much because I pretty much get harassed and I’m not on Estrogen yet.)
I kept reading and I said like 4 times I didn’t think it could get worse and then it did and I was like what the fuck each time and heavily repulsed. I like horror but this shit felt real and was… something. Good god lmao I’m still not over it kind of lmao it was a good book though
When I commented that I wasn’t lol, I just reached that part. Good fucking thing I have aphantasia, my god lmao
Im a horror sucker but this is something else, I’m like 65% through the book and oh my god I think I felt ready to vomit twice lmao I didnt expect this at all it’s good lmao
It’s actually holy shit queer horror it’s disturbing fair warning
@ashinadash@hexbear.net I looked through your recs and picked up Fluids by May Leitz. Holy fuck is all I can say, I’m at the 2nd part of the book and wtf. I didnt know it was horror until it ramped up lmao
Mine is horrible I dont have good hand coordination looks like a doctor’s lol
I’ll dm you on matrix:3
If anyone of y’all needs a vpn asap I have a few free slots on my mullvad sub
Thanks anyway:3
Malware can still run through wine so be careful
Thank you for the offer but I don’t have Steam cause I don’t want to signup for corpo platform
Also the ones on 1337x are torrented by IGG GAMES which puts malware in their games and should be avoided, also doxed people and adds their own drm: https://fmhy.net/unsafesites#game-sites
Anyone has found Wayhaven Chronicles pirated somewhere? I’ve checked all the big trackers, repackers, scene trackers, and nothing. I can’t afford to buy them right now
Where have you pirated it from?
I am playing Celeste.
it costs a lot (and i got the cheapest option lol) and just feels odd to pay this much and just for me to talk yknow
Even if I do that doesn’t seem to do the trick for me, house has bad vibes
That’s not always the topic of discussion, wouldn’t want to alienate others, I can make two general chats if you want? I’m still debating it
I wish passion wouldnt turn into OCD rituals/compulsions after a while, just feels mechanical, drained, and it sucks cause I cannot enjoy what I do, unsure if it’s OCD or something else, maybe depression
hey all I have made an easily shareable link for Tracha, hoping it can be easily spread and we can get more trans people in
https://rentry.co/tracha