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23 days agoI’ll do my best to not interfere comrade cis ally. But… did you read the meme?
rayne [she/her]
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Cake day: June 30th, 2024
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Brazilian laser sesh
Had a full Brazilian laser sesh done a week and a half ago. Plucking hairs down there is now a breeze.
If I can ever afford it, I think I’d like to laser everything once. Just so it’s easier to epilate.
Practicing heat from fire mantra in my head since Friday. (And in my mouth muscles as I say it in my head or out loud).
Has helped a lot to change the peg on the boy internal voice.
New mega!
Down with cis
Up with trans
This is a conspiracy by the news mega.
Don’t fall for their propaganda, comrades!
Day two without smoking. Found some lozenges that are helpful. And using meditation to let go of the somatic and mental cravings.
Also, managed to sleep longer than 8 hours without drugs last night for the first time in awhile. Apparently wanting to get up for that morning smoke was really fucking with me.
I have some grey. And it was very noticable (for me) how much after my first session.
May have to jump on that electrolysis train.
My healthcare conglomerate uses an informed consent model. It wasn’t really your question, but there was no diagnosis. Just, this is what it does. These are the risks. Do you still want it? Great, see you in three months for a hormone check.
Psychologically estrogen has down stream effects on oxytocin (the bonding hormone) and serotonin (the rest and digest hormone).
I think other posters covered physical stuff well.
True
Take estrogen, have sore nipples for ???, get boobs?
So I’m told. Still at sore nipples.
Grow boobs?
Shared a cute fall/winter outfit with my family chat yesterday. My mom and sister are being super supportive (my brothers too but they’re not into fashion lol).
Kinda feeling like I have a big sister. She’s the baby of the family but she has way more experience being a woman than me!
And she asked what size outfits I like because she wants to get me some clothes. Feels really nice :)
reprocessing gender dysphoria
I’ve been reprocessing/reparenting myself (like with EMDR).
Started with a mushroom vision the night my egg cracked of myself as a very joyful five year old girl wearing gender affirming clothes.
Reprocessing my teenage self currently. She’s helping us with voice lessons, the self dead naming/misgendering, and to move forward into our twenties and beyond.
It’s kinda fun. Though difficult at times. Our teenage years had a lot of trauma.
Anyway, it’s the bio/psych/social model of health care. Biologically I’m on E. Socially I’m transitioning. Psychicly I’m reprocessing. With gender euphoria and gender affirmation as my north star.
Have you read the gender accelerationist manifesto? It’s just an essay but it covers a lot of theory.
https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/vikky-storm-the-gender-accelerationist-manifesto
Face/pit laser session went well. Nurse said she thinks I’ll see good results.
Five weeks until session two!
down with cis
So shaving the right armpit is quite a hassle lol
I was teasing that you might be a trans ally soon!