Fanart is by Syurii22.

Toyosatomimi no Miko is a character in the Touhou Project series introduced in its 13th installment, Ten Desires.

Miko was once Prince Shoutoku, a Japanese leader in the 600s known for promoting Buddhism and streamlining the Japanese government. In the Touhou lore, she was visited by Taoist hermit Seiga Kaku, who had heard about Miko’s longing for immortality. Seiga introduced her to Taoism, but she rejected it as a religion unfit for placating an entire country. She was intrigued by its promise of immortality, however, and privately converted to it, advocating for Buddhism to keep Japan stable. After drinking an “immortality elixir” (mercury sulfide), however, she was forced to let go of her body and become a supernatural hermit like Seiga, notably taking on the form of a woman, making her a canonically trans character (lets-fucking-go).

After convincing a hermit from a rival clan (Mononobe no Futo) to sleep without decaying, Miko followed in suit, waiting for a time where a Taoist Japan would revive her in search of guidance. However, Buddhist monks were able to keep her mausoleum sealed, and the legends surrounding her were slowly brushed off- which led to her transportation into Gensokyo, where the folklore of old is a reality of everyday life.

When she awoke in Gensokyo, it was right after Buddhist monk Byakuren Hijiri opened her own temple, however, leading to a surge of divine spirits across the realm, setting up the events of Ten Desires.

What look like headphones on her are canonically earmuffs- Shoutoku was allegedly able to discern between ten questions asked at once, an ability carried by Miko (although with her enhanced abilities, she can also analyze each person and determine their inner desires (thus the title of the game))- although it means her hearing is highly sensitive and has to be muffled to prevent pain.


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    I’m sorry about the back sliding, just remember that it will get better, and that we’re here for you in what meaningful/meaningless form that may take

    cuddle ty <3 its specific triggers for me that are mostly addressed but sometimes get activated. I can get pretty emotionally disregulated :/

    I was talking to a friend and she said something that, while im not sure i agree/align with her, did get me thinking. She said that she could respect chasers who were up front about being chasers and could enjoy getting together with them, and in fact preferred them to other specific trans people who had fetishized and objectified her.

    flirt

    I uh um I buh da jdlsøf iwbfpqøaåfbwæ powercry-1 i just idk im not used to people finding those parts of me attractive. I do a lot to hide them; i have bangs in part to hide the ones on my face crush they arent very big and have mostly faded tho. I can talk about my scars if youd like :3

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        <3 theres a few across my body. The self harm ones make up most of them, and dont have many specific stories behind them. The ones on my face are from hitting my face against things. One is very very old, almost nonexistent anymore. I crashed my bike in gravel when i was young. It left some divots in my cheek. Another is from hitting my head on someones spiked jacket in the pit at a show when I was a teen. The most prominent is from when I hit my head on an open hatchback. That one stings in its memory; because i was seen as a guy, i was told to suck it up and that it wasnt a big deal. But I had blood gushing from my head, and really should have gone and gotten stitches. It still has jagged raised edges, though theyve softened considerably. I have a scar on my finger, from a non locking penknife flipping shut on me. It cut deep, thankfully it didnt cut the tendon, but you could see it. Its still white and reflective, but mostly blends in with the rest of my fingers. I have some scars on my shins, from slipping off the pedals of my bike growing up. The rest are from SH. The oldest of those look like strange exaggerated freckles. The youngest are still red and pocked. They mostly dot my arm. Theyre more visible in the winter, when my skin is whiter. I also have a ton of stretch marks. Silver rivers along my thighs.

        poetryposting

        Little lines, marks of flesh
        Jagged, straight, cross and mesh
        Or maybe one thats broad and long
        Rough hewn edges whisper songs
        And tell of times, events long past
        Times of laughter, times aghast
        A history, flesh-etched and wrought
        A storybook that cant be bought
        So touch and trace and read the book
        And give them all a second look
        To truly hear the story told
        And bring it back into the fold

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          wow niko-wonderous your body is a beautiful tapestry filled with marks of (a rough) life. i would want to run my fingers over all of them, but the hatchback one most of all. maybe it would soothe the memory. mental scars are harder to touch though.

          kinda speechless to be honest, feels like you just handed me something precious cat-trans

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          these are so great, honestly lea-blush

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            I want you to run your fingers over them, in that soothing manner crush

            kinda speechless to be honest, feels like you just handed me something precious

            Ngl ive gotten pretty vulnerable with you lea-blush cat-trans

            the hatchback one most of all

            Not the hatchback one, but I still can hear the music from the show where i split myself on someones spiked jacket. It was a metsatöll and finntroll show (I used to listen to metal a lot (and pretty indiscriminately tbh 😬 i didnt vet bands like I do now (tho i havent looked at either of those bands in a long time. But its metal, so like theres a nonzero chance theyre reactionary nazi-adjacent mfs))) and i got hit in the head during metsatölls set.

            these are so great, honestly

            Im so glad you like them niko-wonderousniko-speen

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              Ngl ive gotten pretty vulnerable with you

              thank you for sharing these thoughts crush

              I’ll try to be worthy of that trust cat-trans I get how hard it can be, like I can share all kinds of stuff all day long, but getting into the deep dark of your own head is scary, even on here while being fairly anonymous.

              Whatever scar you feel would need the most soothing, hun. for what it’s worth both of those bands seem to be nazi free. But look, your body is a beautiful book filled with stories and that is nothing to be ashamed off meow-petted

              it always amazes me when people can just, you know, write things. without having to puzzle over every word and create something pretty from nothing. I can barely articulate my own thoughts much less make something poetic niko-happy

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                thank you for sharing these thoughts

                I’ll try to be worthy of that trust

                Im sure you will be cat-trans

                Whatever scar you feel would need the most soothing, hun.

                Just to lay back, fingers on my forehead, tracing and tracing… lea-blush youve got me blushing and feeling safe

                But look, your body is a beautiful book filled with stories and that is nothing to be ashamed off

                powercry-2 youre so lovely, you know that?

                without having to puzzle over every word

                Thats the trick, i do puzzle, ive just gotten very good at it over the years soviet-playful

                I need to sleep now, so im logging off, ill be back tomorrow ^^

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                  youre so lovely, you know that?

                  thank you lea-blush i try

                  artistic things are too far beyond my scope of brainpower sad to say alphys-anxious

                  Sleep safe and sound, sweetheart ralsei-wave I’ll see you tomorrow

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                    Good morning lovely meow-melt

                    artistic things are too far beyond my scope of brainpower sad to say

                    Aww but art and creativity are a muscle! Dont confuse small muscles with a total lack of muscle <3

                    Sleep safe and sound, sweetheart

                    Aww ty i did, and now its time for meow-coffee