Fanart is by Syurii22.

Toyosatomimi no Miko is a character in the Touhou Project series introduced in its 13th installment, Ten Desires.

Miko was once Prince Shoutoku, a Japanese leader in the 600s known for promoting Buddhism and streamlining the Japanese government. In the Touhou lore, she was visited by Taoist hermit Seiga Kaku, who had heard about Miko’s longing for immortality. Seiga introduced her to Taoism, but she rejected it as a religion unfit for placating an entire country. She was intrigued by its promise of immortality, however, and privately converted to it, advocating for Buddhism to keep Japan stable. After drinking an “immortality elixir” (mercury sulfide), however, she was forced to let go of her body and become a supernatural hermit like Seiga, notably taking on the form of a woman, making her a canonically trans character (lets-fucking-go).

After convincing a hermit from a rival clan (Mononobe no Futo) to sleep without decaying, Miko followed in suit, waiting for a time where a Taoist Japan would revive her in search of guidance. However, Buddhist monks were able to keep her mausoleum sealed, and the legends surrounding her were slowly brushed off- which led to her transportation into Gensokyo, where the folklore of old is a reality of everyday life.

When she awoke in Gensokyo, it was right after Buddhist monk Byakuren Hijiri opened her own temple, however, leading to a surge of divine spirits across the realm, setting up the events of Ten Desires.

What look like headphones on her are canonically earmuffs- Shoutoku was allegedly able to discern between ten questions asked at once, an ability carried by Miko (although with her enhanced abilities, she can also analyze each person and determine their inner desires (thus the title of the game))- although it means her hearing is highly sensitive and has to be muffled to prevent pain.


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    Blegh, I way overshot my capacity for being emotionally vulnerable and now I feel all weird. How are you supposed to know your limits with this shit? I am always an open-book and yap very freely about how I think and feel, so it’s weird that I am distressed by this, weh.

    No I won’t say what I did, it’s a secret. A gay trans secret.

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      meow-hug i hope the ‘oh fuck too vulnerable’ feelings subside soon.

      idk if this will be helpful?

      Idk for me its more of an art than a science, and I fuck it up a lot. But im slowly learning the difference between ‘vulnerable’ tummy feelings and ‘oh fuck too vulnerable abort abort!’ tummy feelings. A lot of times e.g. on here i delete things and panickpost (i think youve seen me do that ohnoes)

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        Fwiw I’m not literally afraid of being vulnerable, I desire to be as open as possible. But I’m having a lot of unregulated emotional reactions that tell me I should take it slower…

        advice corner!!!

        Not being stressed is the end goal, so that sounds like a great distinction to be aware of. Shoutouts to deletionism though meow-petted I wish I could just go for it all the time but new feelings are hard to process, I guess. So…

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          Yeah, for me i tend to get into emotionally disregulated mental spaces, then try to be vulnerable and have those reactions. So prevention is more about being able to recognize emotional disregulation early, at least for me.

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              Hide in a corner until it passes kitty-birthday-sad

              But in all seriousness i just try to not let myself overshare, erring on the side of caution. Or find someone close to me already to talk to and get some reassurance and calm down. Getting the physical aspects resolved (e.g. backrubs, lemon honey tea, etc) can really help me with the emotional aspect of everything. Also just having someone say im not this horrible person who makes others uncomfortable is really helpful and grounding.

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                I’m real good at hiding in a corner ohnoes

                Uh this is in the context of a relationship, which makes it weirder. Getting the physical aspects resolved does sound really good actually. Also, I love oversharing on the internet usually…

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                  this is in the context of a relationship

                  Oh gotcha! I mean for me, i find just acknowledging whats going on, that I need a pause on being overly vulnerable, and maybe to be held, really can help. Just being in the emotionally safe arms of my partner can help. Making sure they know to leave behind judgement and just be in it with me.

                  Idk, i hope thats atleast a little helpful? Solutions will be different for everyone yk?

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                    Oh okay rad, if this works that’s great, I can do that easily. My wife isn’t judgy anywho so like, this is great news and advice, ty!