Final Fantasy XI
Final Fantasy XI is the eleventh numbered installment in the… Okay, you know what it is, I’m just going to tell you about one of the storylines!
During the Wings of the Goddess expansion, adventurers will be sent back in time to experience the events of the Crystal War, a cataclysmic event that is the foundation for conflicts of the modern-day timeline. Should an adventurer choose to serve the Kingdom of San d’Oria, they will be immersed in the story of the Young Griffons—a group of children who would see themselves knights, many of whom grow into prominent characters later in life.
Among the Young Griffons, the player will find Bistillot, a shy boy who doesn’t like to be seen. With his penchant for engineering, shy demeanor, and lack of combat potential, Bistillot prefers to spend his time inside of an orcish war machine that he was able to repair to working condition.
He is often seen before he is heard, with his signature phrase, “HAAAALLOOOOOOOOO” being used to hail the adventurer. Through the course of the story, Bistillot finds his way, even contributing to the war effort with his engineering skills.
However, when another member of the Young Griffons is kidnapped and taken to the present day, the adventurer must return to the present day and reunite with the Young Griffons’ present selves! The adventurer’s first contact in the present day is Bistillot. When the adventurer hears the signature “HAAAALLOOOOOOO,” Bistillot approaches the player, but what the player sees is… a woman?? She introduces herself as Bostilette, a “friend of Bistillot.”
After the rescue mission, Bostilette comes clean. She is, of course, the very same Bistillot who was a little boy twenty years earlier. She explains that she was very sick as a baby, so her parents gave her a boy’s name so that she would be stronger and survive the illness. Once she overcame the illness, she was comfortable to reclaim her name and gender. Well, that closes the book on that story, except… I’ve decided that’s bullshit!
I have unilaterally decided that Bostilette is trans, the sickness she had was dysphoria, she stayed in the orcish war machine because she was an egg, and I hope you all agree!
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Hung out with my parents (whom I’m still delaying on coming out to) just wearing a tshirt and suspected it was kinda obvious my chest has changed a bit. Afterwards, I decided to ask my brother for extenal confirmation, and he confirmed. So that’s cool.
How worried should I be about my gock setting off the airport security machine and TSA people being weird?
Owwwwww I hate life. I have no spoons, they areb’t refilling, chronic pain is probably making it worse, going outside for groceries is getting hard. Also I got on sickness benefits and it is only $228. Super over.
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Many, many unhealthy thoughts. Having a clear cut “this is your problem” is not as helpful as I once hoped. I have no idea what to do.
Also I hate pretending to be a boy. I don’t deserve this.
24 hours
Picked up my increased patches dose, hopefully this helps. My usual swap day is tomorrow so just gonna wait and switch to the new one then.
Got accidentally misgendered by my teacher, even though he only knows my deadname from my school accounts. Same story with a classmate a day before
dysphoria, anxiety
Does anybody else feel more dysphoric and like your AGAB when in social anxious situations?
my wife flies over tomorrow
Outer Wilds really is like the best game ever. It just exists in my head like a thread I never get tired of pulling
Actually, Mahjong does no damage to the human spirit whatsoever and has infinite benefits (I just won by robbing a kan which is definitely something I knew I could do and not something I just got lucky with. I am good at Riichi)
PEE PEE
light dysphoria
I look great in the mirror and in selfies, but for some reason pictures other people take of me always seem to make me dysphoric. I suppose it’s better than the alternative, but am I less attractive to everyone else than myself?
About 2 and a half years into HRT and I… am fucking hot. It’s such a good feeling being even slightly more comfortable in my body than I was before.
And I’ll keep getting hotter and hotter.